Life foreshadows.
I feel like we both have this silent unspoken mutual agreement that God’s time is the best time, but that now is obviously not it. Only time will tell…
People change…
I know change is inevitable but now there are just so many people who I used to know and now they are completely different people, some for better but most for the worst. I know I’m going to change in some way, shape, or form in the coming months and years but I hope I’m still me, Ricky and not some whole new girl. Honestly, I’m actually kind of content with who I am right now, flaws and all but like I stated previously: change is inevitable. I just hope it takes it easy on me.
Approximately 5 days until prom and this girl is really excited. My dress is absolutely gorgeous and my date is pretty hot too. For my own reasons, I’m kind of hoping Saturday night lasts forever or at least for a very long time but we shall see. Until then, good night Tumblr.
Don’t be afraid to give yourself everything you’ve ever wanted in life.
“If your dreams do not scare you, they’re not big enough.”
Dreams do come true. In retrospect, I remember shying away from even telling people I wanted to attend Duke. Now it just feels totally different. I guess it’s just because I’ve already realized that without God and all the people who loved and encouraged me, this would have been impossible. I guess it also feels different because I know God isn’t quite done yet…
In other news, Senioritis is a legit disease. It takes so much motivation for me to even open my book bag these days. I just keep reminding myself to finish strong. As one of my good friends puts it, “this is the home stretch.”
Speaking of good friends, guess who landed an awesome prom date? [this girl]. I had to ask him (since he doesn’t go to school with me) but it was actually really fun…watching him blush and what not. I had a proposal all planned out and everything. It was great. I’m hoping we have a really good time together. I asked him because I’ve never met anyone quite like him…he’s different and obviously special, seeing as I asked him to be my date.
The next couple of days and weeks will be filled with several life-changing decisions. I just pray for guidance and that God will order my steps cause in actuality, I’m not exactly sure what I’m doing. Good thing He always is. I almost forgot how much I like to blog. Hopefully this unplanned Tumblr hiatus won’t happen again. *besos*
